He to his demons, and you to your own.
August 2010
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hey now. watch it girrrlll. i’m goin to that shithole nvcc! but i will be down in richmond every other weekend :) hopefully being at home will make me more motivated. hm. you have me scared..
Ah cool, we gotsta chill ;) It’s not that bad, I just don’t want to be around…
Oh hooray! Are you applying to the school of Arts or the University? Does your brother live down there?
i did apply to art school but i didn’t get in. i got into vcu but i didn’t feel like wasting a year on gen ed courses that i could take for a much less tuition at nova. but now i regret that choice. i really want the freshman experience. just the meeting new people. because it doesn’t matter when i transfer in.. i still won’t know a lot of people. and now i don’t even feel like i should major in photo. i kinda wanna earn money when i get outta college.. so i’m gonna major in psych and do photo on the side. and yeah, my brother never comes home haha he lives in one of the town houses on west grace if you ever go down that way.
Oh that’s soooo awesome, they have some really cheap ones that I want to move into next year. But that sounds good. You know what sucks?! It would have been so cool cause Elizabeth applied and didn’t get in because she did bio, and almost everyone for the med school applies bio, so it’s really haaard, but it would have been so awesome if we all went there. I think she told me she wants to transfer, and I hope she doesn’t change her mind. Yeah to get the experience is the main reason I did it too, lord knows were gonna need some friends so why not start with them from year 1. Haha yeah psych sounds good. My parents, both being accountants, want me to do accounting, my mom said she’d hook me up with paid internships and i’ll make bank haha, so I think I’m going to double major in accounting and small business because I want to own my own business and minor in vocal study or something. it’s a lot but whatever might as well go all out.
yeaaah i was talking to her today about all that. i got a new phone after we talked so i can’t exactly go back in the texts but i think she did say she was gonna try and transfer. that’d be awesomee haha i absolutely love vcu. idk what about it. but i love it. the area and everything. and damn you’ve got that shit all planned out. i’m not even fully sure if i wanna pull through with the no art thing. my first plan was to do the two year thing at nova then transfer.. but then i realized that if i did that.. i wouldn’t know ANYONE to be able to find an apartment with for my junior year. and i’d basically fuck myself over for housing. and then i found out that i can transfer mid year.. so i’m just gonna try that and if all else fails i’ll reapply in the fall for my sophomore year.
Haha it’s just an idea, but I think I’ve told myself maybe to that idea so many times that I planted it into my mind. I’m just going to try out the classes and talk to some advisors and I’ll see. Yeah it’s definitely the city setting, I hate DC, and usually I’d say no to big cities but Richmond is smaller to me and less scary. Also it’s so close to nature, with the river near by I plan on going there alllll the time with A LOT of white water rafting. Well I hope you do get to transfer, I’m sure you won’t have a problem!
Things I care about:
Sleep, food, laughing, singing, movies, television, the couch, spa treatments, money, my long term friends.
Things I should care about:
Losing weight, people who care about me, being healthy (aka wanting to live longer), my family (more), my future, being compassionate, being more adventurous, acting more youthful.
This is more of a to-do list, I think.
I move to Richmond in two weeks, I haven’t had an amazing summer. I didn’t really do anything or go anywhere besides Austin, and while I was there Sarah and I did what we do best, sit on our asses. Besides getting fucked up a few times, I haven’t done anything differently, except be the most lazy I’ve ever been. And I like it that way. I like doing nothing, if I could do nothing forever I would, I would just sit here and eat the most delicious foods, watch the best movies and shows ever, and not give a shit, but I can’t unfortunately (too many commas). Well, I guess I could, but I shouldn’t.
So here’s to gaining motivation, I suppose. Leave this shell behind here, for me to revisit next summer. At least I’m kicking my ass to college, I can only imagine if had decided to stay here and go to NVCC. I would just be… even more unmotivated.
Here’s to growing up.