Sleep, food, laughing, singing, movies, television, the couch, spa treatments, money, my long term friends.
Things I should care about:
Losing weight, people who care about me, being healthy (aka wanting to live longer), my family (more), my future, being compassionate, being more adventurous, acting more youthful.
This is more of a to-do list, I think.
I move to Richmond in two weeks, I haven’t had an amazing summer. I didn’t really do anything or go anywhere besides Austin, and while I was there Sarah and I did what we do best, sit on our asses. Besides getting fucked up a few times, I haven’t done anything differently, except be the most lazy I’ve ever been. And I like it that way. I like doing nothing, if I could do nothing forever I would, I would just sit here and eat the most delicious foods, watch the best movies and shows ever, and not give a shit, but I can’t unfortunately (too many commas). Well, I guess I could, but I shouldn’t.
So here’s to gaining motivation, I suppose. Leave this shell behind here, for me to revisit next summer. At least I’m kicking my ass to college, I can only imagine if had decided to stay here and go to NVCC. I would just be… even more unmotivated.
Here’s to growing up.